Splash.......Pedals loosing my hands
killer mighty waves ....water rage.....
Cold freezing water taking my breath
I am deep below the water.....horror
Where am I....no clue....no fear
is it what they told ..the final moment?
Surface in rage with perfect storm
eyes alive but blind in freezing cold
Guess....choice is mine....to live?
or to survive.....with the last hope...
I know and realize that I don't know
how to swim or float to life....
But does it matter...this very moment
mind wants to live and heart might
ghosts of my darkness surround me
giveup why bother to survive....
go back and to live to pain again?
sadness to live and live again???
dreams like my boat just capsize
I smile ..last breath lasts in vain
hey there I wait for you I am here!!
a tiny hand coming out of darkened night
I embrace the reason and swim with might
Deciding factor ...a fallen angel..still in sight...........
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